What is it you seek my Child? Can it be said that the one whom you seek is found within? Call out
and then wonder why certain events have occurred causing complex anguish of thought? Who I
ask by taking thought can add anything to a man or woman who is under the hand of God? And truly you
have thought and rethought and analyzed to the degree that you have placed a new definition to
analysis. Does the one who pledged all to me now complain because they have no understanding and
laments that things are contrary to what had been supposed? What is the Spiritual process in a
man or woman? Does it just one day suddenly appear and all is well or can it be a gradual process, a
dawning of a new day? Does joy really come in the morning which depicts newness, freshness
with anticipatory smells of new growth? A pure man does not decay, but remains steadfast in his
newness and spreads to barren lands that are desolate and brings renewal to those elements
seeking life. How long my Lord you cry? Does your Father hear the prayers and supplications of
the righteous? Does He ignore one who seeks God with his whole heart and then render him as
fodder? Are the fires of the Refiner too much to bear because in your blindness you cannot see
the One True Shepard standing there beside you?
Can the Author of your faith complete a work he has begun? Can you say, not my will O Lord, but thy will be done in your agony and
wonderment? You ask yourself if you have misunderstood and you think perhaps I have this all
wrong and you yearn for moments of happiness and joy. But I am so alone and no one comes to
comfort me, reinforce me, or give me support, or to perhaps provide me a crutch to lean on. O
my many past friends, cannot you stay with me one hour in this moment of need? Console me,
counsel me, hold me and put strength back into my soul. Crucify Him; rid the world of this pathetic one who quibbles in their remorse and guile.
The world needs not a person who is lost to worldly ways for there shall be no contributions from them.
Their subtraction from the rest of us is but a blessing from God. For if they were right with God these
things should not have happened to them. No, they are the product of their own choices, their own
decision and we cannot pay tribute to that. You have chosen your way now leave us alone. It is
however, too bad, because they did have potential.
Rise up my Children, and take back your lives. Let the new creation of Christ shine forth and go your way
to bring light and life to a dying world. Rejoice, I say rejoice, for you shall bring comfort and the
hope of Christ to a dark world who do not see Truth and who, in their wisdom are as the dying
vine on a branch. Tell them of Jesus in whom are all things are gathered and tell them to turn
away from their lustful pursuits to truly find that security they seek from the world which, shall
soon pass away when all things become new.